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My life now revolves around my cutie pie

She's my source of energy.

my source of happiness.

She makes me realise I can sleep 2hrs a day and still function.

(but collapse on weekend and sleep like 20hours. lol)

No doubt I've less freedom now but whenever she smiles or talks to me in her baby oohhs and ahhs.. it just reinforce that we made the right decision.

Though there's actually not much decision to make especially since there's no one else who could look after her full time.. :P I am actually glad to be given this chance to look after her on my own. I seriously have no idea how else can one build a good relationship with her child without looking after him/her?

The first 2 month was really difficult because she was so used to my mum during my confinement and also because she couldn't latch on I could only give her expressed milk which leaves us very little skin to skin contact. This month is sightly better. I bathed her, changed her, fed her, sleep next to her and played with her. Being with her 24hrs a day really help to build a little bond. She used to only smile at my mum now she smiles at me. Okay, now she smiles at everyone who plays with her but oh well, you know what I mean. :P

There's so much I wanna say but I've no time to properly blog. :(
How's your life? :)